Jealous? well, yeah, I am, thanks.

How absurd is the following;
A week and a half ago I got in touch with a woman I knew in High School, 35 years ago. We went out twice way back then, and barely kissed, then never saw each other again.

Now we're chatting a bit in email and Facebook. She's still the quick witted, Jersey girl I was attracted to then. But Lets review the bidding;
I live in NorCal, she lives in SoCal. I have a woman I've been living with for 16 years. I have a mistress that I've been seeing for 20 years.
So why in the hell did I just get a pang of jealousy when I saw her check with another guy on Facebook if they were still on for Thursday?

Seriously, what the hell? There is no conceivable way that I should be affected at all by that.

But I was.

It's a nutty world and I'm driving my own bus here, people, watch out.
--alx