Black windows scare me
Black widow spiders scare me.
I don't scare easily, I can give or take most things, irrational fear or overreation is not part of my personality.
But I really really do get scared when I see a black widow spider.
Why?
Because there's death with no reason.
It's death (or serious injury) when neither of you really meant it. I don't want to hurt the spider, the spider sure doesn't wish to have anything to do with me. But putting my hand in the wrong place, reaching for a dropped wrench behind my toolbox, and zap, I interfere with her world, and she reacts in the only way she can, bite, injury or death.
for nothing. And, no way to know it's coming.
Heck, I can avoid a coyote or a cougar when I see one on a trail. A rattlesanke gives me fair warning. I know I;m not welcome in cerain neighborhoods.
But a black widow can be anywhere (under this keyboard), living her own life, and not even prepared to warn me of an intrusion into her live. And the only way I can avoid any possible place she may be living is to never go anywhere.
Scary.
I don't scare easily, I can give or take most things, irrational fear or overreation is not part of my personality.
But I really really do get scared when I see a black widow spider.
Why?
Because there's death with no reason.
It's death (or serious injury) when neither of you really meant it. I don't want to hurt the spider, the spider sure doesn't wish to have anything to do with me. But putting my hand in the wrong place, reaching for a dropped wrench behind my toolbox, and zap, I interfere with her world, and she reacts in the only way she can, bite, injury or death.
for nothing. And, no way to know it's coming.
Heck, I can avoid a coyote or a cougar when I see one on a trail. A rattlesanke gives me fair warning. I know I;m not welcome in cerain neighborhoods.
But a black widow can be anywhere (under this keyboard), living her own life, and not even prepared to warn me of an intrusion into her live. And the only way I can avoid any possible place she may be living is to never go anywhere.
Scary.
